mess!

fug fug fug!!

cam hape je! one phone called, one comment. thats all it takes to ruined my frenship with shah and pet. whattt!!!!

i need to do a lil some reality check.

do i want zul back into my life? no. i have no idea. but at the moment.no. i dont want him.

do i like shah? no!! i dont like him. stupid mind of mine!

do you act flirty when u with shah? no. he is so brutal.

so, why the hell both of em act so weird now.

zul think me n shah have something going on. and shah really doesn't look comfortable when zul masam muke sebab bnd bodoh ni. n i trapped. aku da la tade ramai kawan, skrang makin kurang kawan. my phone book kat handphone tak sampai 50 orang. sumpah. i dont have much friends. so i try tuk treat dorang sebaik2 nya. im not always available but i am there.

bloody hell, all this things happen now!?! a month before aku sampai malaysia. shah has been so awesome sebab die amik cuti 10 hari sebab aku balik m'sia. oh come on, our last lepak was 2009 for crying out loud. aku pun excited. aku memang cepat over excited and aku just cakap 'that is awesome shah. i love u lah shah'. hell no it doesnt sound chessy or fucking romantic. y zul make a big deal out of it?!!

and zul..pls la weh. nak jeles tak tentu pasal! u know how me n shah is. we r close! n he is yer fren. yer fren who brought us together.what a messy mess.