shitty talk

bangun pagi teringat yang hari tu ialah off day. and plan with Lisa pun da canxel. tido balik bangun pukul 3. feel like heaven. stok baju da abis. ke laundry kite tuju. kol shah. cakap dengan dia lima minit. shah kol balik. ajak kluar pukul 11. stuju. skype dengan ita and angah. tengah skype, tetibe terpandang nama yang familiar. bukak chat history. oh saya sangat geli dengan kata2 saya terhadap mamat itu. shah sampai. pegi karaoke sampai pukul 3. sambil tangan main imessage dengan mamat uk tu. rasa macam pelik tapi suka tapi xnak percaya. makan kat ampang. borak sampai 5 pagi. borak sampai nak terberon. yewww... 

sampai rumah 530 pagi. oh no i have to go to work this afternoon. and main blog di tengah pagi memang tidak membantu untuk bangun pukul 12. dem. 

teringat mama sehari suntuk. rasa di guna-gunakan. cerita dekat shah. mintak angah tolong bagitau dekat mama. full of emotion. i dont think i can talk to mama bout that matter. i blame papa for all of this. he should know better. in this world, courtesy and kindness doesnt mean that u can step on peoples head and hoping she wouldn't know about it. if that is the kindness you want to show it to me... just keep it to yourself. and not to forget.. FUCK U! u want me to treat u like a family? well, family does throw shit to other family members and laugh together. but the way you doing it, throwing shits with grenade in it seriously not funny at all. wonder y we did not laugh..? because you are not our family members. just another outsider. JUST ANOTHER OUTSIDER!