entry yang asal ada entry 1

i really should stop mengendap fb budak tu. its been years ok! fine, you two once very nice to each other. but just like a pit stop i should moving one till i found another pit stop or finish line terus kan. but somehow of cos la i want to know how well he's doing now. i want to be there for him, you know. but he didnt know that. yup. i should stop thinking bout him, and start thanking those who still with me. such as you! i mean Z.

semenjak dua menjak menjawat jawatan tersebut, dia macam sedikit pandang ke depan la. sebab da berdirham sedikit kan. so mula la dia nak plan yang macam2. wait n see je la how it goes. let see what he will do with his gaji this end of the month. he want to pay for my telepong bill which is rm155 every month. kite tengok eh. die bayor ke tak.

i like la weh, mase tengah borak2 kat kedai makan pastu tengah gelak2, die tetibe pegang tangan guwe.. aku tau haram, tapi tapi tapi.... huhuhu. i like la weh bila tengok dia pakai baju kerja long sleeve, and dia lipat sampai ke siku lepas abes kerja. stupid me! liking things which supposed to be biasa je. but i dont like la kan when he said bout future yang dia nak betul2 dekat dengan tuhan, but then hold my hands tetibe. choi choi choii.. fatal ok!

oh tadi mama baru sampai kl, then dia phone aku. lepas tu, tetibe je for the first time after hang up, aku rasa dunia aku berpusing. like literally berpusing. aku tak boleh jalan straight. aku ingat imagination aku je. then aku cakap nak pergi toilet. aku jalan nak keluar pintu pastu bos aku tegur, kenapa jalan macam orang mabuk. perghh.. aku tak pernah pengsan and aku tak nak la pengsan tetibe. if badan macam jenifer love hewitt tak pe gak. ini macam SEMACAM. hahaha. jenuh plak orang nak mengendong aku ke ambulans. and aku sampai umah kol 1145pm selepas kejadian.

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