Tuesday, June 19, 2012

no club

too many worries, too many thoughts in her mind. i do not dont know how to calm her down. i am depress because of her situation. she's too young to be burden with all this. she is one of the reasons i want to keep breathing. ah, i dont want to start crying. i dont know what the future is, if i have a clue i will guide her. i will give the best of me to make sure she get what she deserves. one thing i know, she should have a perfect life.

perghh unstable siot otak aku. tadi lepak dengan fida and yoss. lepak kat andalusia makan kebab n shisha. shisha sampai naik pening, pegi lepak bangsar makan nasi lemak plak. tak larat pun habiskan jugak. kol 3 baru balik. da la aku pakai baju kurung. abes keje kol 11mlm terus dengan baju kurung. memang kelakar. tak abes gelak sebab aku macam baru amik borang nikah dengan baju kurung.

amboi sekarang asek balik kol 2-3 pagi. tapi pegi duk lepak makan. bajet macam balik clubbing je. takut jugak aku nanti kang termasuk club. sebab kan satu langkah ke club tu umpama seratus langkah ke neraka. haaa ko nak? aku tak nak. fida meme kaki club jugak. petik je mane club die tau kat mano. tapi die baek. kelakar gile. memang live life to the fullest ar minah ni.

yoss plak keep telling me that i need to wear make up. i dont want lah! i dont care about the rules. i dont care about the HR. they better brainstorm what will make the staff hepi rather than team up with upper management and pin-point everything. took ol cash and planned trip to bandung for the upper management and this rank and file only got dinner at the hotel itself. haiyaa. very cheap. yes i am thankful for the pay, but come on la be more appreciative sket. da la racist.

malas nak cakap pasal work place. memang sakit ati je memanjang. keje macam gaji rm5000. tapi gaji brape riban je. mmg mental la.

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