does zol know bout this?

eveyrday i will wait for him. everyday i will make sure aku yang akan tunggu die, aku xnk die tgu aku. n hari ni, aku tau die balik kampung. aku tak mintak pun die skype ngn aku mase die kat kampung. tapi die yang nak sangat. die yang kate die nak online. die yang suruh aku tunggu die. die yang cakap, die memang akan online. i never make fuss now bout SMS thing. i know its a burden for him. i dont know whether its a burden or what. just assume it is a burden since it is so hard for him to do it.

its near to raya. n to stay far from family, is already a challenge. and to connect with family or friends in whenever time i can find is a total peace of mind. i wont make such a fuss about today if zol cakap awal2 die nk tolong family die kemas umah. n its not like he is d only child. her brother n sister are already there. extra helping hand dont u think? so i call zol at 5.30 am in the morning. n he want me to wait till 6 oclock. even the plan that he arrange earlier was to on skype at 4am. of coz it wont happened. fine. watever for him. n now its 7 o'clock in d morning. n all i got is nothing. i call him again.just want to listen to d explanation. i didnt blow up. i play it cool. n after hang up, he want me to on skype. n i did. again. he fucking playing me!
bodo la. u really dont know the price of waiting eh zol? i spent most of my teenagers life waiting for u to be mature, waiting for u to start flying. n now u want me to wait, again? no tengs.