why?

me n zul used to skype every day. until one week, im feeling like yelling at him-its not just the feeling, i did yell at him- the entire weekend. i realised that we should back off a little while.

so this last two days, somehow zul woke up early so we have a quick talk through skype.

today, i bought £10 topup. i already called my sister and my mum. so i thought of giving him a call tonight, since he did not on his skype which means that he still sleeping. so the phone ringing, and after awhile he answered the phone and quickly give excuses 'sorry, kepala pening la by. sakitnya kepala' 

that was bullshit! omg! that is fucking lie!

i know him almost five years, every time he did something wrong he will try to make up any excuses rather than accept/confront the truth. im not fucking angry whether u were up or not. i am fucking reasonable and understand the situation. but why d hell u have to lie?! is dat what u made for? telling lies? try to make ur self look innocent. 

what was in my head when i called him was just to wake him up. dats all. not fucking angry towards him. but he really fuck himself when he lied. that is stupid. i seriously dont know if i want to be around you anymore. 

i convinced my self to look at your good side rather than highlight your weakness. but i just cant do it anymore.