iphone

uhuk2.. nak iphone. aku tak tau ar, aku ni mate keranjang ke, mate sepet ke, mate bulat ke mata spero ke. tapi banyak betul aku nak

list barang yang aku nak

iphone
dslr camera D50
nak iMac
jam
ipod4

eh.. tu je yang aku nak. tak de la banyak sangat kan.. ahahaha. if nak dikira2, iMac tu mmg xdpt la. tu pasti. dslr camera tu nak beli second hand kat mesia. dalam seribu lebih je. jam tu, jam angah kate suh beli kat mesia je. ok.. yang pening skrang ialah ipod4 ngn iphone3gs

ipod4 agak macam iphone4.tapi xleh wat phone called, xde camera flash. aku tak expect something hebat pn from ipod touch 4 since die pn nipis je if nak compared to iphone 4. hmmm if cam tu, bek aku beli iphone 3gs je.hmmmm.. so iphone 3gs la aku nak.

tapi!!! duit! duit... mane nak carik duit. aku nak kne kmpl rm15k. damn. barang2 mama n family xbli lg. if aku beli after january 1,2011. cukai kat uk makin mahal.iphone pn mahal. oh nooo! what am i going to do now?!
sabar sabar.

end bulan 2 aku save
end bulan 1 aku save setengah
end bulan 12 aku save setengah
end bulan 11 aku setengah
end bulan 10 spent

hmm.. cukup kot nk beli iphone. mintak2 cukup. ergh tensi!

azam da kawen

i think so. boring gile saat ni.so aku bace la balik email2 yang dlu2 mase blajar2 dlu. azam senior kat kolej. yang aku tak bajet pn akan couple. sbb aku kenal sape die. tak de la kenal sgt. tapi kenal la gak. mase tu die da start sms aku. tapi aku tak de la rajin sgt nak layan sebab die gune celcom, aku gune maxis. tapi da lame pastu tetibe nek satu numbor maxis. aku ingat sape la yang dok kol2 ni, skali angkat. azam upenye. die tukar numb sebab senang nak message dgn aku. so start dari situ ar makin rapat. first date ialah buka pose sesame. cewah.

couple tahun 2005 smp 2006. stahun lebih gak ar. aku abes je study, aku clash dgn die. clash dgn sangat tragic. tapi tetibe bile da sampai uk ni. aku teringat kat die. so aku bg email kat die. die reply dgn sangat tak puas ati. so aku try reply balik, sampai la tak dapat ape2 respond.hahahha. klaka klaka. si azam ni agak bute i.t sket. so dlu2, aku la yg tolong set up kan email die sume. so tadi, aku cam sesaje la nk masuk email si azam ni. tapi pasword die aku da lupe plak. aku rase aku letak besday die. tapi besday die aku lupe gak. gile la aku ni.if aku da disconnect dgn orang tu, dgn besday2 die aku lupe. no phne lagi la tak ingat. name penuh je la ingat. so aku try masuk tak bleh. saje je nk try luck. so aku pn g la kat verify secret question. sbb aku setup email die, so maybe aku tau la secret question die. sekali! yahoo tanye 'where did u go for your honeymoon?' updated on May, 2010. wtf??? da kawen sudah ka? hahah aku pn tanpe putus ase, aku try lagi. langkawi, pulau langkawi, kedah. hahah sebab aku tau si azam ni tak penah g langkawi. so maybe die g langkawi la kot. tapi salah gak. so tak de la dapat aku hack account die. citt. hampeh tol. tak de la kecewa. saje nk lepas kan ketidak puasan hati. kenape die kawen? pttnye die jadi bujang telajakkk!!!

so since ko da kawen wahai encik azam,, aku doakan ko becerai. ahaha tak tak. aku doakan ko berbahagia lah. even aku tau, ko mesti sumpah seranah pnye kat aku ni. well, dats me love.

cannot

i just cant get angry too long. especially to zul. i want to make sure he had a good day. i want to make sure he felt ok rather then thinking about our fight. how bad the fight is, it wont last long. usually our fight will last for 20 mins. never went for days or even weeks!

but how can i continue if we keep on fighting every day? even it wont last long, but i does give a terrible ache in my heart. i know i need to control my temper. i know!! but zul pn kene repair him self kan. tak kan aku je. arghh
i hate u la cam ni

why?

me n zul used to skype every day. until one week, im feeling like yelling at him-its not just the feeling, i did yell at him- the entire weekend. i realised that we should back off a little while.

so this last two days, somehow zul woke up early so we have a quick talk through skype.

today, i bought £10 topup. i already called my sister and my mum. so i thought of giving him a call tonight, since he did not on his skype which means that he still sleeping. so the phone ringing, and after awhile he answered the phone and quickly give excuses 'sorry, kepala pening la by. sakitnya kepala' 

that was bullshit! omg! that is fucking lie!

i know him almost five years, every time he did something wrong he will try to make up any excuses rather than accept/confront the truth. im not fucking angry whether u were up or not. i am fucking reasonable and understand the situation. but why d hell u have to lie?! is dat what u made for? telling lies? try to make ur self look innocent. 

what was in my head when i called him was just to wake him up. dats all. not fucking angry towards him. but he really fuck himself when he lied. that is stupid. i seriously dont know if i want to be around you anymore. 

i convinced my self to look at your good side rather than highlight your weakness. but i just cant do it anymore.

week

mama sakit.
no words from zoul.
im lonely.

those 3 sentences can sum up my overall week.

pelik oh

since pose aritu memang jarang sangat aku contact kwan2 aku. memang jarang ar message or call. sebab da ade laptop balik, wat pe nk pkai hp sgt kan. hmm laptop pinjam je pon.

so aku cam da tekad kan hati pasal pet. tak kan aku nak hilang orang yang baik ngan aku. xkan aku nak buang sume cam tu je. so aku mmg yakin ar nak ngan pet. so, dengan ini aku akan tunang ngan die once aku balik mesia nanti. aaa...

tadi manusia yg penah aku suke tapi aku wat bodo (mari namekan die lobaloba) call. banyak kali da die kol lately ni, tapi aku tak angkat. sebab die slalu kol salah masa. pastu tadi die kol mase aku da ngah ngadap laptop. mmg tepat a waktu die. aku bukan tak nak kol balik everytime die kol. tpi masalanye aku tak de kredit. haih~

aku angkat, aku halo-halo. aku halo lagi. tapi diam je. aku dengar bunyik t.v kat belah sane. tapi lobaloba tak nak becakap plak. ke terdial? aku halo-halo lagi. siap aku cam tegelak kecil (tak leh blah ayat) sebab if die kol sbb salah tekan mmg die hanye menghabiskan kredit die. so aku letak la phone. tetibe die bagi message. die kate saje je wat cam tu sbb rindu kat sore aku.wooo...

tekujat di situ. mmg b4 ni pn die ade cakap. tp jarang gile. jarang sangat2 la. pastu aku xleh reply msg die, sbb kan xde kredit. pastu tetibe die kol balik. kali ni die becakap. die kate die baru bangun. die tetido kat depan tv. mase tu kat mesia da kol 5 pagi. mmg sore bangun tido ar.

waaa baru bangun tetibe teringat kat aku. mmg ar 'im in heaven' bebeh. kate aku pada diri sendiri. well, sape je nak rindu aku ni kan. bile aku borak ngn lobaloba ni, mst aku teringat bnd2 yang lepas. bnd yang membuatkan die bukan dgn aku. tak pelah. xde jodoh. nak wat cam ne. redha je la

morning sick-nasty

one thing that i know as someone who really tried to smoke but end up having a bad headache+stomach ache is smoking is not awesome as i ever imagined it is. pffftt... i tried to smoke bcox everyone smoke. mostly everyone. well i hope i dont do cocaine. =p

kat cni da makin sejuk. tp tak tau la brape degrees da. tp klua sat tadi, asap da beketul2 klua dr mulut. so aku pun bajet, ape kate hari ni kite smoke nak? lari2 anak ke atas bilik amik rokok n lighter. pastu aku idupkan rokok tu (idopkan rokok? haha aku tak tau la term ape nk gune) pastu tetibe cam terconfuse sbb banyak sgt asap. asap dr rokok, asap dr mulut yang klua asap rokok, pastu asap natural yg klua dari mulut sbb sejuk. arggghh.. aku pening sudah tak tau mana satu asap. baru sepam.aku da buang rokok tu. hahahah.. bgs kah? gile kot. so ya, thats the story.

virtual fren dat i adore

aku baru pas tengok cite The Rebound. catherine zeta jones ngn some guy yang aku suka tp tak tau name. jap aku check. BRB

ok da dapat. nama dia Justin Bartha. weird name, but he is my kind of guy. wat i meant is d way he looks, n every movies his in is my type of movie. seriously aku tengok movie bkn sebab pelakon tu blakon cite tu ke x, tapi tengok trailer. i can spent hours viewing trailers in youtube. sebab most of the movie pun tak kuar kat mesia. and sometimes a good movies tu tak masuk wayang pun. just kluar dvd. aku nak tengok movie kat cni, memang tak dapat ar jep. bile plak masenye nk tengok.

well back to d movie, ermm..kesimpulannye ialah. even we think everything is on its place, but sometimes a little obstacle can make the whole thing is a big mistake. so maybe we just need to back off and let fate handle it while we do some rock n roll. 

ah dont ask me wat was i saying/typing. do u really think i know what am i doing right now? i dont even know, what i want. i cant even make up my mind, what clothes i want to wear tomorrow and i cant even decide whether should i or should i not take shower tomorrow. 

im lost, but somehow there is few people think i can gave a good damn advice. i dont blame them. i do look innocent. ngeee =) i do look like i hv like ' the world according to taby'

and seriously, how many words 'like' should i put in a sentences? pfft... 

lil note: stomach ache. i ate too much sambal udang n kailan ikan masin. i think i need to go to toilet once again. but i seriously dont feel like it. i just want to post this and sleep. 

so, have a good weekend mathafugga.

p/s when i said mathafugga, i dont mean it in a bad way, it just one way of saying ' virtual fren dat i adore'

lame tag

da lame tak men tag tag kan. lets do it biatch!

1- Name one person who made u laugh last night?

Grace

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2- What were u doing 1 hour ago?

internet surfing

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3- What was da last thing you said out loud?

lets go to sleep now

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4- Where's da next place you're going to?

kitchen

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5- What was da last thing u paid for?

£41 = external dvd bay+breaking dawn novel

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6- Where were u last nite?

dis room

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7- What's da best ice-cream flavour?

cookie dough = Ben and Jerry

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8- Do u wanna cut your hair?

hell no

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9- Do u love to 'melatah'?

do i? nah

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10- If that so(melatah), what will u said out loud?

just face expression

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11- What does da last text-msg received say?

bz x?

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12- Will u get married in da future?

hope so

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13- Do u chew on your straw?

nah. that is disgusting

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14- Do u make-up your own words?

im not dat creative

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15- Is there anyone u like/love right now?

ya.

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16- Tag to other 5 bloggers/more............

ita

sera

bell

lisa

maksu

(these are peps dat wont ever do d tag thing)