more sins

ive been bitchy this few days. i think this whole week ive been bitchy to everyone. it got nothing to do with my flu, cough or whatever.

i know the job that i have now its not up to the 'standard' answers when someone asked you 'what are you doing for living?'. even this occupation of mine is still a job at the end of the day. all i need to do is to bare with the shift thingy. people make fun of me when they know i dont have Sunday off day. what the heck man?! seriously, if sunday means tido sampai pukul 2 petang, xpelah i dont mind pon. i can sleep until 2 on weekdays. and hell no u cant do that on d weekdays unless u r on medical leave.

i have night shifts. so once in a while i have to work around 11pm to 7am job. balik rumah tido for a few hours, then i got the whole day to day my things and back to sleep until 10pm then go to work once again. as for me, i need to sleep before i can do anything else. i think everyone pun cam tu. but somehow someone doesnt give a shit about that. all they want me to do is cover their ass without thinking anything.

here is the whole story; (im just so cross, i just had to blog about this thing)

i need to work late night shift next weekend. so one of my family members who decided not to talk to me this whole week suddenly think i am just the perfect lame person to cover up her shit at this Amcorp Mall flea market. so she called my handphone and called my work place. wuu... she do sounds desperate. so after few hours i decide to call back. and i did. then i wished i didnt.

she asked me what time ill be working on 13/11. i said 'night shift, why?'.
'i need to go to ipoh la. can u help me taking care of my stuff on that day?'

Amcorp mall flea market around 9 or 10 am and finish at 6pm. the table need to be set up and blablabla

'i work night shift on that day'
'ya i know so u can choose whether to help me in the morning or in the afternoon'

what??!!!!

'i work night shift that weekend'
'ya, so its up to you to help me in the morning or in the afternoon'

what???!!!!

'i cant decide right now'
'when can u gimme answer?'

what???!!!!

i know we are family and stuff. but u were the one who started this cold war last week and now u push everything to me. real nice and real steel of heart you have. idk if my hormone make me dis emotional, or i really am sick about this. this is not the first time fyi. i know my job is nothing to you, but this job keep me sane all these while. how can i respect that stupid-flea-market-which-dont-even-make-profit-that-you-only-do-for-weekends of yours if you cant even try to understand this thing i do for living.