im gone

i miss my family. like a lot. but they didnt know bout it. balik rumah, i tot boleh borak2 dengan angah. guessed im wrong. she with her salty and sulky face. she wont answer my question but i have to answer all of her questions. and if do the same, i am the bad guy. im a troubled, they say. yes i am when all of u keep on sucking what best in me and left me when i have nothing else but this lonely feeling. i really am tired with this. im about to giving up. i want to starts over again. find a small room somewhere and do my things like i used to do last time.