ross harried

from stirfrytv n ijustine, aku tau pasal ross harried yg sangat cool. ross harried yang gempak gile men drum n pandai gile lukis. talents that i wish i hv. so... start dari situ aku add die nyer facebook. personal facebook die eh n die approve. m not sure whether he do have fan page. pastu aku tengok die nyer blog n bg satu comment kat one of his post. n post tu mmg yang da lame sbb die tak update blog die pn. and after aku bg comment br die cam tesedar die da lame tak update blog die. so die pun update le.

u know what that's mean??! he read my comment! pastu harini, die invite aku join satu travel group ke Kenya. mmg la die just click my name randomly. tapi the fact that he clicked my name already make me floating. ok, not floating, but he did make me feels good.

n here is d prove. wahaha. printscreet siot.

die nyer inital ialah ~!2oss

n aku pun mmg ade initial. mesti ar nak same gak ngn ross kan. aku nyer ialah: 5ha22
hahha cool kan.

*tak langsung*

tak pe asalkan aku hepi. so what happened today. airel call. mls gl nak angkat. smlm angkat, tp aku cakap aku nak tido. hmmm.. gile malas nk contact die.

bedul hapis

aku tau aku normal. tapi kejadian sekeliling aku tak semuanya normal. for example: - aku ade kawan yg aku panggil bedul. aku kena die since aku umo 18 thn. mase tu bedul umo 17 tahun. aku kenal die kat yahoo messenger chat. ya. LAME. i know. so start dari situ kitorang kawan, reply-reply email. kitorang memang sangat sempoi. aku memang suke hati je nak cakap ape kat die. die pun mencarut sesuke ati je kat aku. kitorang tak penah jumpe. bukan tak nak jumpe, tapi tak perlu jumpe pun aku rase. aku sgt selesa je cam ni, n aku tau die pun same. dari dulu sampai sekarang die same je. aku pun same je. tapi aku da dapat rase yang die macam da semakin membesar. what i meant is semakin mature. there is one side of him that i didnt know exist because we never meet face to face. everything about us is texting dari phone, pastu email. myspace, facebook. da 6 tahon aku kawan dengan die. gile bapak gempak. seriously ni kawan paling lama n paling tak pernah lost contact aku pernah ade.

aku penah tolong die break up ngan sorang ex die dlu. sbb bedul ni sengal, nak clash tapi tak tau nak cakap. couple pandai lak. hampeh tol. aku jarang cite masalah aku kat die n die pun tak de ar nak share sume problem die ngan aku. tapi mase aku kat kolej, mmg msg hari2 la. phone aku tu tak penah senyap. text from bf, pastu si bedul. mmg blh lumbe2 la. hahaha

so bedul, tengs ar tegur aku mase kat ym chat dl. hahaha. aku ingat lagi ko punye email yg sume cam bapak sopannye. sekarang cam pelesit je. hahaha. pe pun best of luck weh in everything you do. yg penting ko mmg psycho n aku mmg cool dr dl. aku tau ko senang kwn ngn aku sbb ko kate aku ni tak sentap cam kawan perempuan ko yg lain. aku tau sbb ko bgtau. heheh. ok so... babai

di dam dam

demi kekasihhh..

ah hek mung kekasih. demi selera orang puase yang semakin menggile terhadap diri, so aku pun dengan sepantas jari menaip mencari recipe untuk masak mee. so dapatlah recipe mee goreng basah. kol 8 tepat aku masak. pastu 10 minit lepas tu mee goreng basah aku pun siap. so aku pun ngaplah. memang bosan gile la mee aku tu. tak menarik pun. memang ar ade udang, sotong, cili, mee, daun bawang, tp kalo ati memang tak de ati nak mkn. tak leh jalan gak kan. tapi abes gak satu mangkuk mee aku blasah. pas kemas dapo aku pun terus nek bilik. n sekarang aku ngah menaip.

soooo aku ingat nk g birmingham raye ni. tp cam ntah ler... aku nak duk umah je. so instead of going there i'd asked zareen to come over. if die bawak sorang kawan ok le. if die bawak segerombolan mmg tak dapek ar kan. gile ape aku nk jd host tuk orang seramai maybe 7 orang. tak mampu macik, nak oi. lagipun ni umah kak fifi. n aku cakap kat kak fifi yang zaren sorang je datang.

memang, sgt macam budak2 kan aku ni. terase macam "kite bukan tak nak bagi awk pinjam crayon kite, tapi mak kite nanti marah kite". ya, sort of. nanti kang tetibe sky tv tu punye pin code terblock, mati aku. tak kan nk kol kak fifi yang kat amsterdam tu just nak suh die kol sky side n reset pin tu. well, dat is not d only case. i dont know their behaviour. even zaren pun aku da tak jmp about 3 years.so i dont know what to expect though. so maybe i just keep dis place for my own. no interruption. beside, i have few illegal things to do. such as.... lucky strike if u know what i mean. hehe.

so long suckers!

sakday n sunday

saturday, sharp 4pm aku ngan kak fifi chow g bazar ramadhan kat Cheetham Hill. omaigod, sgt ramai melaiz! tp sangat hampa sbb sume nye pun da kawen, so how d hell im going to get British Passport if i cant find any melaiz to marry with. i dont want to be just Malaysian in Malaysia. i want to be Malaysian in UK or US or Japan or Germany. ye sangat tinggi kan impian. so aku beli nasi kandar, beli air longan. well mmg slalunye kat mesia aku tak beli pn bnyk2 bnd. unless if g ngn syg. mmg tetibe je nk beli sume. hahaha

pastu mase nak beli air longan ni, aku cam teragak2 lagi nak beli. so aku mcm tengok la air tu n tgk tuan yg jual tu. aku tengok org yg jual tu sbb die tengook aku. well if orang tu tengok ko and die bediri kat behind table kedai tu, mst la ko igt die tuan pny kedai kan. so aku ngn sopan santun, lemah lembut aku cakap la aku nak air tu satu. pastu ngn poyo nye die tak becakap spatah haram die just tunjuk kat tuan nye kedai. so aku pun cakap la 'owh..ok' in other word 'awkwarddddddddd'. ntah pape btl. eee..

so arini plak iaitu sunday. aku pg umah kak yamin. die ajak bukak pose. n aku beli coklat daim kat ikea td. idk y but d taste is not tingling to my taste bud. kalo dlu, pantang nmpk daim, laju je aku terkam. maybe sbb aku da bnyk mkn coklat yg sedap. so aku rs daim da xsedap? beli bnyk lak tu. aremm. so ok la tata.

august yang ke 20

so...... im hungry. memang tak baik cakap yang kite lapa mase bulan puase. but lets face it, memang lapa pun. ok. lets forget bout this lapa stuff sebab memang kewajiban sebagai seorang umat islam. Aku berpuase kerana Allah s.w.t

so... ive done planning my goals n stuff to do once i get my butt kiss Metro bus kat KL.

masak nasi ayam hari ni. should i or should i not add ayat Pet dalam fren list? erghh... i dont know. should i? its not like me and her father have 'father - daughter in law conversation' before this. we just stay silence. pffftt.... i seriously dont know what to do. hmmm, maybe that is the best. do nothing. yup. do nothing. PERRRFECTTO!

puasa hari ke 10... nothing much to expect. same old same old. start blogging again. i just feel like teeling someone about me n myself. so people is not a good choice. so blog is the best though. erm, raye... hmmm maybe g birmingham. i dont know. raye ngn zaren. but i dont tell kak fifi bout this plan just yet. maybe later. maybe not.if tetibe plan tak jadi. hohoho.

ok la. papai

another 2 days

another 2 days will make a month since my last update for any blogs i have. which is not cool. im dying to type. well actually im not dying to type i just want to surf the net!!!

so arrangement has been made. aku sampai m'sia on February. which will make pet scream. bcox i told him that ill be arriving on january n on february we will be on our very first vacation. maybe will make shah scream as well.

so what's the latest news wanni?

well.. been talking on d phne with pet n i told him about guys that i'd been close to since our short separation. n he go ballistic. that is not new. tapi, die cakap he want to take this relationship to another level. which is engagement level. n i was thingking 'you want us to be engage because you dont want any guys come closer to me or you really want me to be yours fully'. i know he did show his commitment with me plus shah never ever forget to remind me how pet 'worshipping' me.

what make today is a lovely morning is, mama send me a message. ok ok replied my message. it is a very long message. n i love every words of it. uuuu.. windu...

so since it is puase n like mama said, i need to change. n i will start from today. insya'Allah.

so hapi ramadhan n i know it might be to early to wish but selamat hari raya to all..

actually there is so many thing i want to brag about. but i just want to leave it a rest.huhuhu tara.