Hv u ever listened to story bout how silly sumone can be in a desperate time. Well i thought it wont happen to me. Of cos i never ever see myself doing sumthing silly jux bcox of depression, but who knows. I can 'rectify' my self from bad situation, but when it has to deal with sumone else, my silly brain cells will ring a bell.
So here is d story. Me kk fifi n her kids supposed to watch shrek 4 together. Well dat is a plan. But of cos,life has its own way of direction. So me end up hang out at bookstore. Where else can i be. I am broke with 50pounds in hand. My phn battery is almost empty,i dont hv any spare phn.how d hell m going to text kak fifi telling where i am. So with a gentle touch, i click 'create message'. And of cos, life has its own plan. The battery is out. I tried to switch it on after a few minutes n still doesnt work. I cant remember kak fifi's phn number. And dis is not k.l where there are few phone booths dat i can charge my handphone.
So i found dis carphone warehouse.hopefully there is a gadget where i can charge my battery by using dry AA battery. I'd saw dis gadget once. Unforunately all dey have is for iphone.so i start looking for a phone.a cheap phone can do.n i found dis cheap phone for only 4.59pound. Fucking crazy!!its a rili basic phn.so cheap.so i bought it.haha. But it didnt cost me 4.59,bcx i need to buy dat stupid simcard n topup.it is part of d deal.so all in all it cost me 24.59pound and mind peace. So i dont hv to worry about emptied phn battery n dis time life has its mercy on me.
So after d movie, we had lunch n kak fifi asked me whether i bought anything. N with confidence i said no.
Buttttt, dis life full of suprises yawww...
I dont knw y sofia need to scrouching my drawerrrr!!! So kak fifi found out bout d nw phn. I played it cool.i said i bought it long time ago. N kak fifi thought it is for my malaysia number. N i cudnt agree more. Hahaha.
Monday, July 19, 2010
Sunday, July 18, 2010
Nabil
Have dis thing ever happened to u?u write an email to a fren, sms to dear one, or even an entry to publish at ur blogspot,but suddenly bcox of one stupid touch to the wrong button, everything deleted. U cant undo, u cant back to previous page. Blank, devastated, dissappointed, frustrated. U cant write the exact same thing like the last time. Even if u tried it seems so unreal. Because u had put ur spontaneous,ur feelings, ur views n stuff to the one that got deleted.
And when you about to done, aaaa.. U knw what happened.
N it sucks.
U c,expect the unexpected they said. But seriously, i dont hv much time to think about what could go wrong after this.so i dont want to expect anything.i jux want to dream. Dream without any hope. Yeah. It is more safe. I can dream about getting a big hug by mr.nabil which i'd admire without telling anyone up til now.
Blablabla, good nite
And when you about to done, aaaa.. U knw what happened.
N it sucks.
U c,expect the unexpected they said. But seriously, i dont hv much time to think about what could go wrong after this.so i dont want to expect anything.i jux want to dream. Dream without any hope. Yeah. It is more safe. I can dream about getting a big hug by mr.nabil which i'd admire without telling anyone up til now.
Blablabla, good nite
Thursday, July 15, 2010
Bukan dia,tetapi....
Yeah,lame gile tak post sumthing kat cni.everything is so hectic nowadays. Aku dlm kesukaran dlm membahabi masa. Mane nak check email dari peminat tersayang,mn nk cek facebook dan membalas komen dari stalker2, dan surat layang d dalam inbox.
Dewasa ini,facebook juge berada di hujung jari.bukan ja d ujung jari,kadang terbawa2 dlm mmpi. Apekah alamatnye jika bermmpi tntang facebook?dpt kawen dato' kah, dapat masuk akademi fantasia kah?dpt bersalam dgn menteri sukan kah?
Yaaaa....ape aku mlalut ni labu. Yang penting, bajet tuk holiday da siap.
Shahriman monteiro juga spertinya stuju untuk mengikut lawatan sambil berjoli d negeri pahang dan terengganu.dengn sedaya upaya,aku yang jg saya akan menggoda/mengugut pet untuk mnjadi solo driver spnjang dr kl ke klantan.
Aku yg jg saya dan juge pet mmg mahu mengundang shahriman monteiro dlm sesi lawatan smbil berjoli.sbb die masih single,kacak dn berbudi pekerti...malah tidak keterlaluan sekiranya sy berkata yang shahriman masih teruna.
Sebagai kesimpulannya,walau holiday lmbt lg,tp sy dpt merasai debarannya. Hepi sokmo deh.
Dewasa ini,facebook juge berada di hujung jari.bukan ja d ujung jari,kadang terbawa2 dlm mmpi. Apekah alamatnye jika bermmpi tntang facebook?dpt kawen dato' kah, dapat masuk akademi fantasia kah?dpt bersalam dgn menteri sukan kah?
Yaaaa....ape aku mlalut ni labu. Yang penting, bajet tuk holiday da siap.
Shahriman monteiro juga spertinya stuju untuk mengikut lawatan sambil berjoli d negeri pahang dan terengganu.dengn sedaya upaya,aku yang jg saya akan menggoda/mengugut pet untuk mnjadi solo driver spnjang dr kl ke klantan.
Aku yg jg saya dan juge pet mmg mahu mengundang shahriman monteiro dlm sesi lawatan smbil berjoli.sbb die masih single,kacak dn berbudi pekerti...malah tidak keterlaluan sekiranya sy berkata yang shahriman masih teruna.
Sebagai kesimpulannya,walau holiday lmbt lg,tp sy dpt merasai debarannya. Hepi sokmo deh.
Monday, July 5, 2010
popular
popular mechanics for lovers and you me and everyone we know, most played songs in my itunes playlist.
for d first time in 5 months, aku call mama. impressive eh. por sumone like me. i just need to stay close to her. kalo tak, tuhan je tau betapa banyaknye setan datang menghasut untuk otak aku bepikir yang bukan2. e.g nape tak reply email? nape selalu tak reply email? nape da tak reply email? nape tak send email? nape da lame tak send email. ya, dis sort of things. and bile memalam mule la tepikir apa yang nk cakap kat mama if tejadinye satu hari nanti mama tetibe tak nak amik tau pasal anak die ni. so aku memang da prepare la sume ayat nak cakap kat mama. mmg wtf la setan ni. bayangkan selame 5 bulan aku bermain ngn otak2 yg di hasut setan.
tapi tadi kol mama 20 mins, terus natural balik otak aku ni. terus cam mendapat kasih sayang yang melimpah ruah, seharum kasturi, seindah mimpi. wah! wtfungus!
then lelame pastu kol pet, saje nak usha die ngn si asze kerinduan die tu. manelah tau tetibe dating aku lak kacau daun ke. choiii. puih puih.
oh man, me and him are building a 100 floors of dream and im not sure whether it is safe tu have this perfect dream. or one day in future we just look at these dream demolished by reality. pathetic eyh. pathetic kot, balik mesia nak timbang tara relationship pun belom, tpi da poyo2. aku suke part mase aku cakap 'i love rabbit/hot dog/kambing/almari/etc' nnt pet reply 'i love u 2'. muahahahha. dushumm! ngok.hepi tetibe
for d first time in 5 months, aku call mama. impressive eh. por sumone like me. i just need to stay close to her. kalo tak, tuhan je tau betapa banyaknye setan datang menghasut untuk otak aku bepikir yang bukan2. e.g nape tak reply email? nape selalu tak reply email? nape da tak reply email? nape tak send email? nape da lame tak send email. ya, dis sort of things. and bile memalam mule la tepikir apa yang nk cakap kat mama if tejadinye satu hari nanti mama tetibe tak nak amik tau pasal anak die ni. so aku memang da prepare la sume ayat nak cakap kat mama. mmg wtf la setan ni. bayangkan selame 5 bulan aku bermain ngn otak2 yg di hasut setan.
tapi tadi kol mama 20 mins, terus natural balik otak aku ni. terus cam mendapat kasih sayang yang melimpah ruah, seharum kasturi, seindah mimpi. wah! wtfungus!
then lelame pastu kol pet, saje nak usha die ngn si asze kerinduan die tu. manelah tau tetibe dating aku lak kacau daun ke. choiii. puih puih.
oh man, me and him are building a 100 floors of dream and im not sure whether it is safe tu have this perfect dream. or one day in future we just look at these dream demolished by reality. pathetic eyh. pathetic kot, balik mesia nak timbang tara relationship pun belom, tpi da poyo2. aku suke part mase aku cakap 'i love rabbit/hot dog/kambing/almari/etc' nnt pet reply 'i love u 2'. muahahahha. dushumm! ngok.hepi tetibe
Saturday, July 3, 2010
2009 january
sekarang 2010 july. lajukan mase bejalan. tak penat ke ko jalan laju2 ni wahai mase. meh la berehat sebentar bersama kitkat.
*tingtong ke
tak. ngah menahan ni.
*yew. hamsap betul.
aku bukak myspace, bace blog dulu2, aku baru teringat balik ape yang aku nak sejak dari dulu. aku nak kereta. kereta yang berguna yang mampu bejalan berjuta-juta kilometer. bukan kereta yang setakat berjalan, malah meluncur, menunggang, mengdrive dan seantero dengannye. tapi maybe ade hikmah aku tak de kereta mase dulu, sebab maybe tuhan tau aku akan sentiase je on the road. aku ni da cam gipsi da. tak kisah tak de duit, yang penting dapat merantau. tapi gipsi yang ade kereta la, xnak la gipsi yang tumpang2. tak independent ar ken.
and aku pun baru teringat punca aku mengikat belanje kat cni. sebab kereta gak. tapi semenjak aku mendapat impak maksima dari 'mereka2' tu, aku da lupe sume. xpe, aku akan ingat hari2 pasal kereta. aku akan lupe pasal sume gadget branded yang menjadi idaman. aku nak kereta. aku besyukur ngn gadget2 yang aku da ade. cewahhh sangat munasabah kat diri sendiri kan.
*tingtong ke
tak. ngah menahan ni.
*yew. hamsap betul.
aku bukak myspace, bace blog dulu2, aku baru teringat balik ape yang aku nak sejak dari dulu. aku nak kereta. kereta yang berguna yang mampu bejalan berjuta-juta kilometer. bukan kereta yang setakat berjalan, malah meluncur, menunggang, mengdrive dan seantero dengannye. tapi maybe ade hikmah aku tak de kereta mase dulu, sebab maybe tuhan tau aku akan sentiase je on the road. aku ni da cam gipsi da. tak kisah tak de duit, yang penting dapat merantau. tapi gipsi yang ade kereta la, xnak la gipsi yang tumpang2. tak independent ar ken.
and aku pun baru teringat punca aku mengikat belanje kat cni. sebab kereta gak. tapi semenjak aku mendapat impak maksima dari 'mereka2' tu, aku da lupe sume. xpe, aku akan ingat hari2 pasal kereta. aku akan lupe pasal sume gadget branded yang menjadi idaman. aku nak kereta. aku besyukur ngn gadget2 yang aku da ade. cewahhh sangat munasabah kat diri sendiri kan.
Friday, July 2, 2010
fuck my life
everything went wrong today.
*hoi not everything. everything went well when no one in this house.
you got that rite. it started at 9 o'clock in the evening. yes! my life is so fuckin smoothly before 9pm. arghhhh i am trying to not bitching bout my mrs.SponsorEverything since she sponsoring me since the day i got here. infact she did sponsored me before i get my self stuck here.
*hey, dont fucking brag bout everthing. u r not stuck. u choose to be here
i was trying to be dramatic idiot!
i really am greatful for everything dat mrs.SE had done for me. and i did return the favor but mrs.SE, dont acted like a bug or like a maggots covering dead body cos i really not comfortable n i need to be able to breathhhhhhhh.... peacefullyyyyyyyy.
i know u r perfect, but if you want the 'end up product' to be perfect juz like u want it to be...my advice is pls dont get yourself into d 'making' because im pretty sure u dont like it.
*enuf of that. wat is more that fucking messy bout today
and i dont know how, suddenly bujang (laptop) become slower than ever. dat one i know the reason. because i didnt shut it down since yesterday. but all of sudden sound from fucking nowhere tetibe ade. cam haram. trailer from harry potter n ntah pape ntah lagi. its a virus but aku rs die bukan stand alone virus.meaning virus tu depending on other software to get activate. n dis one depending on internet explorer. sbb bile suare trailer tu muncul je, mesti internet explorer tetibe je nak muncul kat screen n then hilang.so my solution since aku tak de anti virus, aku buang je internet explorer tu. sekarang da tak de suare pape lg. hah...lega.
arghhhh sabar sabar....sabar...... sabar je lah ngn mrs.SE
another few months to go. i'd passed 8 months. another 5 months to go.
*hoi not everything. everything went well when no one in this house.
you got that rite. it started at 9 o'clock in the evening. yes! my life is so fuckin smoothly before 9pm. arghhhh i am trying to not bitching bout my mrs.SponsorEverything since she sponsoring me since the day i got here. infact she did sponsored me before i get my self stuck here.
*hey, dont fucking brag bout everthing. u r not stuck. u choose to be here
i was trying to be dramatic idiot!
i really am greatful for everything dat mrs.SE had done for me. and i did return the favor but mrs.SE, dont acted like a bug or like a maggots covering dead body cos i really not comfortable n i need to be able to breathhhhhhhh.... peacefullyyyyyyyy.
i know u r perfect, but if you want the 'end up product' to be perfect juz like u want it to be...my advice is pls dont get yourself into d 'making' because im pretty sure u dont like it.
*enuf of that. wat is more that fucking messy bout today
and i dont know how, suddenly bujang (laptop) become slower than ever. dat one i know the reason. because i didnt shut it down since yesterday. but all of sudden sound from fucking nowhere tetibe ade. cam haram. trailer from harry potter n ntah pape ntah lagi. its a virus but aku rs die bukan stand alone virus.meaning virus tu depending on other software to get activate. n dis one depending on internet explorer. sbb bile suare trailer tu muncul je, mesti internet explorer tetibe je nak muncul kat screen n then hilang.so my solution since aku tak de anti virus, aku buang je internet explorer tu. sekarang da tak de suare pape lg. hah...lega.
arghhhh sabar sabar....sabar...... sabar je lah ngn mrs.SE
another few months to go. i'd passed 8 months. another 5 months to go.
so fuckers... im in a bloody hell mood. rase nak balik kl sekarang jugak. tapi demi rm15k. aku sabar je. sabar selagi mampu. xmampu pn sabarkan jugak. june da lepas. byebye june! i hate u! but i love u! c u next year!! so sekarang da july. jadi,tinggal july,august, september, october,november. december last stay. january aku chow. middle january aku blah. yahooo. so now im living in with july, tinggal 5 bulan and plus2 day in jan which i dont care to count.
so, i oredi have dis fucking vivaz, which i hate so much. now im just so into apple. aku da tengok2 macbook. and still in doubt to own it in full range price or beli je second hand which i think, not bad since macbook kan ok. i guess. aku try carik yang paling murah. aku try tengok kat apple store kat indon, apple store kat mesia, apple store kat us n apple store kat uk dan tak d lupe apple store kat singapore. definitely apple store kat uk adelah paling mahal. perghh siot. us paling murah. tapi sape yang nak g us? masalahhh.
tapi cam nak iphone gak. huwargghh nak iphone ke nk macbook? drrrrr.... cam ne ni. tensi2
so, i oredi have dis fucking vivaz, which i hate so much. now im just so into apple. aku da tengok2 macbook. and still in doubt to own it in full range price or beli je second hand which i think, not bad since macbook kan ok. i guess. aku try carik yang paling murah. aku try tengok kat apple store kat indon, apple store kat mesia, apple store kat us n apple store kat uk dan tak d lupe apple store kat singapore. definitely apple store kat uk adelah paling mahal. perghh siot. us paling murah. tapi sape yang nak g us? masalahhh.
tapi cam nak iphone gak. huwargghh nak iphone ke nk macbook? drrrrr.... cam ne ni. tensi2
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