while

while you were not here with me in this reality....

aku jadi semakin marah. semakin cepat panas. semua orang pun punya masalah depan mata aku. lagi-lagi guest yang datang nak check in. baru tanya sikit aku dah melenting. hah! peduli apa aku. aku keje hotel 4star je. bukan 5 star. if 5 star memang la aku macam pijak semut tak mati, keje macam robot.

walaweh... its been awhile dol. since aku menulis kat sini.

birthday aku pun dah lepas. n fuck! i am a year older. i have been birthdaying for more than 20 years... fuck!!! i am vintage! ada susut nilai tak rasanya? i do have assets.. ASSETS. wakakaka. im not sure if anyone would understand what am i trying to say. hihi. let just drop it there.

raya. i felt like im still in UK. dulu mama kata masa aku kat UK, once aku da dapat license, aku boleh ikut dia beraya kat Kedah. lesen dah dapat, tapi she went to somewhere else. not even close to Kedah. so aku dengan Angah beraya berdua. raya kedua Angah mula kerja part time. Aku pun mula kerja macam biasa. Ntah pape kan. Raya supposed to be a celebration, a reunion between family and all Muslims. but not this time around. felt like in zimbabwe wa cakap sama lu joe. 10th Raya aku decide untuk amik cuti and pergi kelantan. jumpa pak long and his family. spent like 3 days there and back to KL and back to work. duit gaji habis tetibe je. haha. but im glad. i glad i did not burden pak long and his family. well, i think i didnt burden him. let just stay with that mind set okay.

Smoking tak sangat. tido tak sangat. movie slalu sangat. jerawat tetibe nak menyemak kan. dodol betul.

penat la. bye

taebysonotcoollike rasa nak mandi sambil makan ketupat lagi