Baby i need fantasy

im unemployed. jobless.
not fun.
but who the hell care.

i have applied the one and only job that can satisfied my family each time the sedara mara asked bout my job.

i went to the interview. but theres some glitch with all the fucking CTOS things. maxis really did black list my name. went to maxis centre and paid all the amount. name cleared. done.

and got a called that i actually have an account on P1 Max. the fug?? it turn out to be a fraud case. but it takes 1 week to get a release letter from P1 max to cleared my name.

submit all the documents to the new company. dont know the result yet. hoping everything is ok. if its not, then i might go to Langkawi and start my life there. it does sound fantastic. fuck everyone else and be happy. i dont mind being alone. ive been doing that for more than 25 years. yelah. another 2 years tu kan my granny n mummy jaga. so as an infant its impossible for them to leave me alone kan.

ahhhh.. bosan. i need my ciggies. bye

I dont like ex or x or axe.

The ex kembali lagi. Muahaha. Just to wish hepi new year. Xnak reply xnak reply. 

For the first time everrrr aku keluar jugak dgn ajul sempena new year. Keluar tp tak keluar. Xnampak fireworks pun. Sebab aku tetido. Kitorang lepak kat hotel. Minum2 jus, yeos n makan oreo sambil tengok transformers. 

Mok and hubby and naza ajak lepak putrajaya tengok fireworks. Tapi nak gerak g putrajaya kol 10 lebih malam. Memang x la aku nak ikut. Ajak diorang lepak hotel sbb ade bilik free. Igt nak tengok fireworks kat tingkap otel je sbb memang nampak klcc. Tapi aku tido dlu. Xtau la diorang yg len tengok ke x. Pagi2 turun breakfast ngan ajul.

Tetibe terpikir "syg, awk orang terakhir sy nampak ujung tahun 2013"

Die lak balas "tu la, By orang first orang tengok 2014. Heeee" 

Die literally cakap "heeee". X tipu punya. Sebab die memang cam cartoon. I miss him. Huuu.