fuck u! :D
its been a while since my last post. i dont know what happened to Pencarut Terulung. it supposed to be a blog which only me can understand all the words, the sentences, the colors combination etc. and now it end up like shit.
sume post kat pencarut terulung macam sengaja nak menggedik. aku nak tulis2 words2 yang macam dulu. tapi tetibe sekarang rasa takut. plus, i dont have fucking spare time since new year. except at night, but i am so tired to juggles with more word and to jot it down, and bla bla bla. maybe i should delete ol the stuff that i think has no meaning to me.
so. this monster who have blog akan kembali beroperasi cam dlu. mencarut pasal hari2. mengumpat. tapi bukan pasal shah. sbb nanti die mengamuk n tak nak kawan selama berbulan2 lamanya. so latest news, broke up with pet. but still in touch. fucking fed up with airel.what if he read this blog? ohh him? i dont mind at all bcause he will do nothing. perhaps. hehe.
so ive been thingking with pet, where should we go for holiday. terengganu is definitely going to be my awesome and compulsory state to visit. pet? ikut je. we never go anywhere else but KL n paling jauh pun putrajaya. so since he is now working and i have some saving, maybe - it just my thought that we could spent quality time together and consider bout this wavy relationship. both of us had issues. me with my uncontrollably emotions and he with his 'sy syg semua perempuan selagi gf sy xjeles' attitude. ok, maybe all the reasons above is just bullshit, and d only legit reason is i just need to spent time with him like d old days. wow. dat is chessy. hehe.
c u laterrr
B^)
